timepiececlock: (Faye & Spike -blue - heartbroken)
timepiececlock ([personal profile] timepiececlock) wrote2004-06-17 10:55 pm

pimpin and confessing my addiction

I asked for more Leadbelly fic two days ago, and today [livejournal.com profile] sidewalksg updated with chapter 43.

It's absolutely unnatural how emotionally invested I am in this fanfic. I'm more invested in this story as a current on-going WIP than I think I have been in any other long-running fic in any fandom, especially since those Buffy fics that affected me the most were finished and complete by the time I got to them. With She Wanted to Die & Leadbelly, I literally wait on pins and needles. I need this fic to continue. I have to know where its going, how it ends, what the final words will say. I would actually have an emotional reaction on a largeish scale were it somehow not to be finished.

So, [livejournal.com profile] sidewalksg, don't you dare get struck by lightning or anything stupid like that. I need you alive to finish this fic for me. I will suffer if I don't get emotional pay-off. You don't want me to suffer, do you? So stay healthy and keep your typing fingers healthy and continue to make me your fic's bitch.