I once was lost, but now I'm found...

[timepiececlock]

Some times, something just happens, and you wake up in the morning and you just know, you know?

You realize, "This is right, this is true. This is how it was meant to be."

And you think, my god, how could I have ever before enjoyed the show as a fan, without the true understanding of the magnificence and awe-inspiring romantic beauty of Buffy and Xander's love?


And Gods, to think I was actually a Spuffy fan. So fucking embarrassing. To be grouped with that pack of screaming, pimple-faced, rapist-loving, prepubescent fangirls... Thank god I'm over that.The atrocities commited against fanfiction in the named of that disgusting bullshit falsification of a ship are too horrible to remember...

But as an apology for my gross abuse of fandom as a B/S shipper these last two seasons, I offer these icons in recompense:




I once was blind, but now I see...

Comments

[(Anonymous)]

Christ, you actually had me there for a moment...

[rashaka.livejournal.com]

The music should have tipped you off. Did you ever watch THe Wedding Planner?

[hils.livejournal.com]

*backs away from the PC*

And I thought my Buffy/Wood thing was sick ;)

[rashaka.livejournal.com]

What are you talking about? Sick? SICK?!?

Like you're one to talk with your awfuly awful icky femslash icon and your stupid Fluffy Files... B/X is the true destiny of the show.

You must realize that Xander is the personal incarnation that Joss wrote of himself into the story. And plus, Buffy's first love, Pike, was the original version of Xander.

Look at how their friendship has developed over these seven years... remember that heartfelt conversation in Seeing Red? And remember how devastated Xander was to see his love get shot down before his eyes?

Have you noticed how lovingly domestic they've seem this season? Look at episode Lessons. Xander's become 'the man' of the Summers household... there's no other possible outcome. I swear it.

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[hils.livejournal.com]

Ok, I'm guessing you've been posessed...

[rashaka.livejournal.com]

::dreamy sigh::

Yes, yes I have. I've been posessed of B/X love bug, and I think I shall be forever the better for it. :)

[http://users.livejournal.com/skylar_/]

Good Joke :). It is a joke, right? Right ?? *shakes Rashaka*

[rashaka.livejournal.com]

Oh god, get that revolting BS icon away from my journal!

INFIDEL!

Excuse me, I have to go write Bander fic right now, and you're interrupting my thinking-time. It must be perfect... only my best words can possibly do them justice... oh, that I had found the OTP before, the fic I could have written!

[http://users.livejournal.com/skylar_/]

Oh god, get that revolting BS icon away from my journal!

Sorry, I should have shown more respect for... your temporary insanity! ;)

Is April Fools over yet ? I already need a new keyboard, I can´t afford a new monitor :).

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[rashaka.livejournal.com]

A new monitor won't help you... we're everywhere! >P

[http://users.livejournal.com/skylar_/]

A new monitor won't help you... we're everywhere! >P

Yes, I already see myself surrounded by Bander, Biley, Spiley und Bangel. I think, I´ll have some weird nightmares tonight :).

[caille.livejournal.com]

Wicked, wicked girl. If Mutant Enemy didn't hate older women so much, maybe they'd have let Joyce live, then she and Xander could have fulfulled the exquisitely tender promise we glimpsed in "Restless".

But no. Ooops, she's dead.

Did I say you are very wicked? You shall have Miss Edith's cakes today.

[rashaka.livejournal.com]

Eww eww EWWWYYY!!!

That'd be like his mom!

And Buffy would never stand for it-- not even her own mother is good enough for her man.

[ipomoea.livejournal.com]

Hehehehehehe. Happy April Fool's Day to you too!

[rashaka.livejournal.com]

Is it really april fool's day? Huh. I hadn't noticed. ::looks sorta worried:: I hope no one thinks this is a joke.

[ipomoea.livejournal.com]

Oops. See, I thought you were, cause everyone knows that B/A are the OTP to end all OTPs. *smiles innocently*

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[rashaka.livejournal.com]

Yeah, right, whatever. ::gives the middle finger::

[rashaka.livejournal.com]

I was just thinking though, your Buffy icon is pretty suggestive. Nice!

[gwyn-r.livejournal.com]

I always forget when it's April Fool's.

You are a bad, bad girl. Don't DO that to me!

[rashaka.livejournal.com]

yeah, I'm bad. I'm bad because I know the truth. I've read the real real REAL spoilers for episode 22, and I'm telling you, it's BANDER ALL THE WAY, BABY!

[bloodypoetry.livejournal.com]

My first thought? Why the heck is this on my friends list?! Second, after I had double checked who it was, was "Ooooooh....heh."

*glare* *lovely Spuffy icon in protest*

[rashaka.livejournal.com]

My first thought? Why the heck is this on my friends list?!

Cause it's gospel, b*tch! That's why. Everyone should be told. We need to spread the Bander word.

You know, that icon just goes too far. I'm not sure if we can still be braintwins if you refuse to see the light... ::sob::

[crossouttheeyes.livejournal.com]

Dude! Xander belongs with Spike. Spander 4EVA and EVA! It's true lurve! It's meant to be.

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[rashaka.livejournal.com]

Are yousuggesting that my hunky slayer-lovin' man is GAY?!?!! He's not, he's not! Take it back!

[crossouttheeyes.livejournal.com]

Me? Nope. It was all Xander and Spike's idea. You know they were sleeping together when Spike lived with him in the basement and again when Spike lived in Xander's apartment. There was mad boinkage!

I'll never take it back! Muah ha ha!

[mery-fr.livejournal.com]

You may split the payments for my new monitor with anniesj.
I will now try to cleanse my brain from the images you've implanted by getting drunk. And then fantasizing about Spike covered in chocolate. One less competitor...

Oh, and it's a 15" flatscreen.

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[rashaka.livejournal.com]

You may split the payments for my new monitor with anniesj.

I'm not splitting anything with Annie until she gets over this ridiculous vampire obsession of hers. ::shudders:: Angel. Ugghh.

See, I'm ok with Spike covered in chocolate, on his own. I suppose he's kind of attractive, in an unconventional way. But just keep him away from the Slayer.. there was only badness there.

[kita0610.livejournal.com]

And I am never going to write slash again.

All het. All Willow het. All the time.

[wickedprincess3.livejournal.com]

That's just not funny. I don't care what day of the freakin' year it is...

[rashaka.livejournal.com]

Hm... het willow is good. I like Willow/Giles, and Willow/Legolas, and Willow/Pres.Bush....

B/X fever spreads

[tiashome.livejournal.com]

OMG, yes! Can I share your B/X icons, please?
Go away, nasty old Spike! B/X 4EVA!

Re: B/X fever spreads

[rashaka.livejournal.com]

of course, dear! They're there for you to share! Even customize, if you like!

[sassangel.livejournal.com]

Oh sweet lord, girl.

You're killing me here.

You know as well as I do that B/X is never ever gonna happen. The concept is utterly ridiculous. Buffy needs a demon in her man. Someone who can whisper sweet nothings and still be competent in a fight. Sure they have history but not like with the demon she truly loves. I mean really she's shown how she feels time and time again.

Buffy/Clem 4 EVA.

Cause you know...he's got hot wings.

Sass

[rashaka.livejournal.com]

::briefly considers::

Tempting, tempting! But I'll have to say no. History shows that demons + Buffy = bad.

[luna-k.livejournal.com]

Um.... Shaka? Baby? Love?

HAVE YOU GONE FUCKING INSANE?!?!

::whimper:: I'm so confuzzled... I mean, Buffy & Dawn I could see, MAYBE, but Bander? Nuh uh.

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[rashaka.livejournal.com]

You'd choose insest over the TRUE FUCKING LOVE of BANDER/Xuffy?!?! Heresy!