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Mar. 19th, 2003 10:44 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
I'm sitting here trying to write sexy disturbing fanfic for the "make smut, not war" thing, but I can't.
I'm in the computer lab, surrounded by at least 80 other people, clicking incessantly or murmuring quietly, sometimes both, and the pressure is just too much.
Also, my idea for what to write disturbed me. If I could barely build myself up to writing it when I was planning out the idea in the drive over this morning, there' no way I can actually put it to screen surrounded by quietly loud strangers.
But I will. I'll do it when I get home, and I've mentally psyched myself up to it. I can't psyche myself up to write uncomfortable things in this very public environment.
I'm in the computer lab, surrounded by at least 80 other people, clicking incessantly or murmuring quietly, sometimes both, and the pressure is just too much.
Also, my idea for what to write disturbed me. If I could barely build myself up to writing it when I was planning out the idea in the drive over this morning, there' no way I can actually put it to screen surrounded by quietly loud strangers.
But I will. I'll do it when I get home, and I've mentally psyched myself up to it. I can't psyche myself up to write uncomfortable things in this very public environment.
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