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Oct. 15th, 2002

Song that's the soundtrack to your soul: hm... I've been thinking about this for a long time, and I always coem back to too... The Smashing Pumpkins, "1979", and Metallica, "Hero of The Day."

Song that makes you cry: hm... Sarah McLachlan "Full of Grace".... and, yeah, I admit it, "My Heart Will Go On." ::sheepish:: Alright, so I'm a sap, ok? Also, Linda Ronstadt, "Long Long Time".

Song that makes you laugh: Stroke 9, "Kick Some Ass". I jut find it incredibly funny, especially if I connect it with Spike.

Song to be played at your wedding: Oh, I decided this a few months ago. I want Elvis Presley, "Fools Rush In" --- that's perfect. Beautiful. It's my first-dance song.

Song to be played at your funeral: Didn't you know? I've decided to live forever.

Song that scares the B'Jaysus out of you: um...probably The Tea Party's "Cathartik"... until I listened to it a bazillion times, and now I love it. First time thoguh... creepy.

First record you bought: Ace of Base. It's all about seeing them signs.

Shagging song: don't have one.

Beatles or Stones?: The Beatles. Love love love "Hey Jude."

Song that makes you feel glad to be alive: "Wonderwall", by Oasis, and "Semi-Charmed Life" by Third Eye Blind.

Favourite current song: David Usher, "Black Black Heart" is one (though not current, it's new to me), and "Always" by Saliva is another.

Current Mood: artistic

Oh, I thought about it, and I'm amending my 'Songs That Make You Cry' to be instead: "Prayer For St. Peter" by Edwin McCain (so SAD!!!), and "Tears in Heaven" by Eric Clapton, ((hand me that tissue!) AND "Full of Grace" by Sarah McLachlan (I read a GW songfic to this and it just about killed me, I cried so much)

:)

here's a few more I thought of:

Fav romantic angst song: Bush, "Glycerine", and Phil Collins "Against All Odds"

Fav schmaltsy over-done romatince song: "Total Eclipse of the Heart" by Bonnie Tyler, and "Iris" Goo Goo Dolls

Fav bitter/angry song: "You Ought'a Know" by Alanis Morisette

Fav classical/instrumental song: Liste, "2nd Hungarian Rhapsody"

Fav Spuffy song: The Messenger" by The Tea Party

Fav Obssession Song: Garbage, "#1 Crush"

Fav LOVE SONG: Bette Midler, "The Rose"

;)

Current Mood: musically inclined

Ok, I know it comes with the whole 'woman' package.

I know that it's normal, and it's supposed to suck beyond the telling of it.

I know that every other woman goes through it too, so feeling sorry for myself is pointless.

But JESUS FUCKING SHIT-HOLED HELLL! I don't deserve to have debilitating cramps FOUR fucking HOURS in a ROW--- TWICE IN ONE DAY!

I take midol. I take tylenol. Aspirin. Ibuprofen.

It doesn't fucking matter. I had to leave class yesterday because it was so bad I had lean over and clutch at my abdomen gasping and moaning in pain.

I barely survived freeway driving so I could moan & groan in debilitating pain AT HOME instead of in front of dozens of people in my class.

I had to lie in my bed for two more hours with a hot pad on my stomach, curled up in agony.

Then... it settled for about three hours, and I was alright. I ate dinner. Things were good. I thought it was over.

No chance. About 11:30 pm it all starts again. More bone-scraping stomach pains, lying in bed hoping I could just die, until sometime after 1:40, when I finally fall asleep.

Nobody fucking deserves this. It never used to be this bad. What the fucking shit did I do for it to hurt so much, for so long?