OMG!!!!

I WON AN AWARD!


I WON AN AWARD!


o.O :O


If you didn't hear me the first time... I WON AN AWARD! :D

I won an Immortal Moonlight Award for Best Short Fiction! It was for my B/S Spike fanfic One Minute in the Life of a Vampire Slayer.

you can see the other Immortal Moonlight awards here: http://www16.brinkster.com/spuffy/indexx.html

Just push on the center box on the little green boxes at the top... otherwise known as the sixth box in, and it'll take you to the winners page.

Here it is!







::doing the happy dance:: This is awesome. They like me!

And ya know what else is cool... I nominated a bunch and two of the other awards are for ones I submitted! [that's yours, wisteria, ;) and 'Countess' by Scribe] That's great too, cause they really deserve recognition for simply being wonderful. Congrats you guys! ::sigh:: So many awesome B/S writers out there...



...on another note... Episode 7.2 tonight! YES! I'm so excited cause I've got no clue what's gonna happen and its driving me nuts!

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16 minutes 16 minutes just 16 MINUTES!!!! I can't decide if I want to watch it or record it and watch it later... I'm thinking watch it, since so many people have gotten so exited about this particular ep. ::Shudder:: Now just 15 minutes!



What revolution are You?
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::sigh::

...hhnn.... Well, I set it to record. When it started the teaser by playing clips of sad Spike & Buffy moments I just couldn't bare to watch it with my parents, so I turned the tv off and left the cable on to record. I knew it right then it was gonna stress me out, so I chose to stave off the humiliation of having an emotional outburst and then having to explain why over the commercial. Besides, I always feel peevish and weird when they're wathing it with me, cause I know they don't like it. What if this episode makes me cry? What if it makes me shriek and throw my shoe at the tv, or maybe makes me giggle and shout in delirious joy? I'm gonna have to EXPLAIN it to them then. No way.

I made up an excuse about being responsible and wanting to finish my homework first. Said I'd watch it in the morning. Heh. I'm probably just going to stay up late and watch it at 1 am or something.

Think I'll just leave it on to record Haunted as well.

Ugh! Just realized I can't even fill the time by reading fanfic or chatting, cause everyone's gonna be talking about it... shit. Now I really do have to do homework. Who gives a bloody fuck about Statistics anyway? I'll just read my sociology text instead.

And check every 15 minutes to make sure its still recording.

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just finished watching haunted.

still haven't seen buffy yet.

new favorite song is 'always' by saliva. you guys should really listen to it. very strong message about the evils of abusive relationships. sad and angry, but oh so wonderfully done. it's even spuffy applicable, in that really season6 pessimistic sense.

::sigh::... god I want to watch the ep...

tv saga mission update

ok. it's now 10:48 pm. I've done my statistics reading, and my mom's already in bed. I want to watch Buffy. It's been two hours now since it's ended. I make my way out to my living room, preparing to veg. My plans are interrupted by my father. He has the audacity to sit there flipping channels. This is unnacceptable.

I sit down and make nice. We talk about my school and my slagging social life, I complain that I can't find information about clubs at school until oct. 17th. He nods, and says some more stuff. I try to mentally project my will on him.

Go to bed. Go to bed. I need to watch my show and I can't do that if you're here. You're tired. You want to go to bed.

He keeps talking, apparently rsistant and oblvious to my sublimminal messages, no matter how intently I stare.

I get up and change the laundry, so I'll have clean dry sheets tonight. I come back and try again.

Go to bed. Go to bed.

Still no response, no progress toward the master bedroom, or even his little office. Still flipping channels.

This sucks. This reeks beyond all fan comprehension. He said he wasn't going to stay up late, so what does he think he's doing? I need him to go to go away already.

This must be how Anya feels when she gets frustrated at all those silly mortals that don't do exactly to the word what they say they will.

I need my Buffy and ::checking down the hallway:: he's still out there.

This is no good, no good at all.

hello again. found a sad old song that makes me cry for b/s

...not that I've SEEN BtVS... old man's still monopolizing the color box of little people.

Heard this on Haunted. Went to download it. Old, but pretty and poingant.

I'm gonna cry for Spike, cause he needs more people to cry for him and his lost soul. Then I'm gonna cry for myself, that I haven't seen episode 2 yet.



Long Long Time

by Linda Ronstadt


Love will abide, take things in stride
Sounds like good advice but there's no one at my side
And time washes clean love's wounds unseen
That's what someone told me but I don't know what it means.

Cause I've done everything I know to try and make you mine
And I think I'm gonna love you for a long long time

Caught in my fears
Blinking back the tears
I can't say you hurt me when you never let me near
And I never drew one response from you
All the while you fell all over girls you never knew
Cause I've done everything I know to try and make you mine
And I think it's gonna hurt me for a long long time

Wait for the day
You'll go away
Knowing that you warned me of the price I'd have to pay
And life's full of flaws
Who knows the cause?
Living in the memory of a love that never was
Cause I've done everything I know to try and change your mind
and I think I'm gonna miss you for a long long time
Cause I've done everything I know to try and make you mine
And I think I'm gonna love you for a long long time.

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STAR TREK! He's watching frelling star trek now! Dammit it'll be an hour at least before he gets off the tv at this rate. ::whines, pulling at hair:: ARRGGGH!!! IT's not fuckign FAIR! I WANNA WATCH BUFFY!!!!