I'm Spikeless at the moment...

[timepiececlock]

and so I'm bouncing off the walls right now-- constantly checking CW forum for new messages, trying frantically to read fanfic but unable to get into it (or my homework reading) because I'm really dying to see 'Sleeper'. I just hope its good, and it doesn't make me want to kill any writers, or make me profoundly sad, or send me into a pessimistic rage, or make me blink at stupidity that a show of this caliber ought to be above, or make .... in fact, is it too much for me to want to walk away from a Buffy episode completley happy? I almost did with Him... I was pretty pleased with it on all fronts, especially the Spuffy angle. But I don't know if they'lll let me walk away happy again. Like, last week WOULD have made me happy (for all the progress of Buffy's character), except the whole Spike killing people thing. And now I think they're going to bring the trauma and the drama on, and I'm never going to be just 'happpy' again.

--oOH! TV's free. YES! BTVS, here I come. Hoping for much naked Spike.