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I was reading the sequel to "That's Why They Call It The Blues" by Nataku-chan, and it got me thinking about my own long-neglected Cowboy Bebop fic.

Basically my idea was to take all the cliches of post-series fic, and run with them--in reverse. And add a dose of Faye/Spike but leave it open-ended too. In fact I planned out about 20 chapters, and I know the basic plot from end to end. I designed it more like a short novel in layout than an episode. I even planned out how I want Spike's character to develop over the course of the story and how I could incorporate changes over time that were a direct result of how the anime ended. I have Edward and Jet there as themselves and not as plot devices. And my storyline was good too-- pretty damn original, but with touches of that CB style too.

The only problem is that I can't get off my damn butt to write the first chapter. I've done the prologue, but I can't seem to go any farther than that. I know what I want, but it's like I have no confidence that I'll get Spike to talk and act like Spike acts in the show.

And to top it all off-- jaina actually gave me the dub of Cowboy Bebop, so that I could a) make vids if I wanted to, or b) refamiliarize myself with canon if I wanted to write fic, since its been like a year and half since I've actually watched the show.

And I still can't make myself even WATCH the episodes. It's like my mind is trying to out-think itself: what if I rewatch it only to realize along the way that my Great Idea for a fanfic is not even plausible after all? What then? I shall be heartbroken. But on the other hand, how can I write fic if I can't even remember details of Spike's speech pattern, how he talks? How will I write convincing dialogue or inner thoughts?

Or, to sum all the above paragraphs up in one statement: I'm a chicken. Yup. This post deserves my indecisive Wembley icon.

Comments

[brigidforest.livejournal.com]

Oh, sorry, don't misunderstand me. I am in no way trying to be elitist about screen writing. (yes, I kind of knew that screen writing was involved in the television bit, but thanks for the clarification. I didn't know that anyone could even conceive shows just kind of being made up as they go, and if I gave that kind of ignorant impression, forgive me) That is absolutely genuine writing, and playwright to me is an amazing thing that I could probably never master. It's not television though. There's a scope of difference between the caliber of The Death of a Salesman (using a common classic, because that is what everybody knows), and a screen play from an episode of Buffy (Not directed at you--I'm just not really a fan of anything Buffy--at all).

This going to start to sound a bit offensive, but really it's just a difference of opinion. First of all, I definately agree with you that there are a lot of bad writers out there. Trying to sift borders for good literature and trying to find the Julia Alvarez's from the Carrie Fisher's (okay, her latest book wasn't that bad- it was pretty good read) or let's do a more dramatic comparison: trying to distinguish the Sylvia Plath's from the Jewel's (who decided to publish poetry because she thought it was trendy) is quite a feat.

What you are getting on television is not a written work though, and often lacks very much in characterization and overall fullness. I am guilty for misusing the word canon. In reality, it has developped a new meaning (the one you defined) and it should rightfully be added onto the dictionary. Usually though, canon is referred to as the accepted collected works of a writer, such as Shakespeare canon.

I have watched a lot of anime, and I am a television child just like everyone else in my generation. However, I strictly believe that television remains to be one of the lowest forms of entertainment out there. That being said, I think that fic writers (especially those who would like to branch out into the field) should not aim to please or immitate the "canon" of the series or film. I think they should write.

Writing fic helped me learn to distinguish that difference, which is why I'm quickly leaving the fic world after I'm done with BP. It really is a matter of opinion, and though I'm one of those bandwagoners (made up a word!) that kind of wrote a Michael Crichton plot for the Bebop characters, there's nothing I can do to take it back. I have to finish it now, and make the best of it. It taught me how not to use plot devices, and that writing chapter by chapter is insane. It was fun, and hopefully it'll end soon.

I read the fic of the two people I'm talking about, because I got to know them through it. I get to talk to them in depth about it, and I probably could not enjoy the fic as much as I do without that. Fan fiction is very amateur and at times very hard to follow, but it is excellent pratice and so much fun.

I feel like I have gotten to know these two writers on a level that I would have never been able to know them had I not read their writing.

Really, I didn't mean to start epic long replies, but umm, what I meant to say is that I think subscribing oneself to "canon" is crap, and the people who boast about it are the ones who probably write it the worst. I mean, it's one thing to make Faye a hooker, but it's another to complain about artistic liberties taken with the characters. Unfortunately, a lot of fic is written for the sake of popularity or as a continuation of the show.

Also, what I meant with my canon comment is that the word is so loosely used that I can contort anything to be canon in Bebop. You can argue for anything, I think.

I'm so sorry if this makes little if any sense. My brain has burnt to a crisp after the Attic Greek exam, and I have the wonderful pleasure of attending to my monthly visitor, Aunt flo. So, I'm pretty damn fried about now.

I am an anime fan. Don't get me wrong, I'm not trying to knock anime down or television for that matter. I just think that the distinction between writing and watching is a big one.

ack, no time to spell check, hubby is here. must go. :D

[rashaka.livejournal.com]

Usually though, canon is referred to as the accepted collected works of a writer, such as Shakespeare canon

Ah. You were referring to that definition. I've heard that before. Yeah, that's the accurate definition I suppose, but as you said it deserves another entry in the dictionary, because the word use (at least within the fandom/internet community) has shifted in meaning-- well, for our purposes in conversation.

However, I strictly believe that television remains to be one of the lowest forms of entertainment out there.

See, we're just going to have to agree to disagree. :) I rate film and television the same with the only difference being budget size, and I don't think they're lower forms of entertainment than books. I think they're different forms of entertainment, and I can't conceive that one kind of entertainment that involves storytelling is somehow more or less valuable than any other by its nature of medium.

what I meant to say is that I think subscribing oneself to "canon" is crap, and the people who boast about it are the ones who probably write it the worst.

I tend to think little of people who boast about anything regarding fanfic trueness to the source. Discussion and analyzation (like we are doing I think) are fine, but boasting just leaves a bad taste in my mouth whether its canon or not. It's right up there with interrupting a story to write author's notes to the audience, and holding the next chapter hostage if you don't get more reviews. (and here's where I boast once just to say that I've actually gotten an author to stop doing the last by writing a long long review that asked basically "where's your self-respect, dude?"-- though I don't expect I'd ever be able to convince another person again)

It sounds like you really want to be writing original fiction. I think you should go for it; based on your comments you seem rather jaded to the whole idea of fanfic.

I write fanfic for three reasons: I want more of something that I love (which is why some shows, like Escaflowne, I can't even read fanfic for much less write it-- it already feels complete to me) because I feel that not all possible avenues have been explored; or I am hit with a plot bunny that I feel no one has done before or no one has done to my satisfaction in fanfiction I've already read, and it would be great to put these familiar characters in this situation and see what they do; or thirdly, when I start composing sentences in my head while doing mundane tasks like washing dishes, and I have to write it down or I'll go crazy.

I don't need to create original characters to do it though-- I'm happy to play with the ones in front of me, because they're the ones currently holding my interest.

Really, I didn't mean to start epic long replies

Doesn't bother me. I'm a talker. ;)

though I'm one of those bandwagoners (made up a word!) that kind of wrote a Michael Crichton plot for the Bebop characters, there's nothing I can do to take it back.

::laugh::

I know you didn't mean this as a discussion point but I can't resist trying out the thought...If I had to compare my mental plot bunny with an author's typical plot... let's see... probably Dean Koontz. Ish. Dean Koontz-ish and minus the supernatural undertones. But it's also very much a continuation of the CB storyline rather than a self-contained story... or, actually, sort of a bridge from the end of CB to a new ending/future.